Rough night

Personal log, stardate unknown. Last night (Monday night, June 27, 2016) was rough. It wasn’t even the illness that was the problem, but side effects related to it. As a result I was up most of the night, and then slept almost four hours during the day today.

This whole thing is crazy. When I feel healthy it all seems very stupid, and when I feel sick it feels like I’m going to die, or nights like last night that are torture enough that being dead sounds like a relief.